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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #60 on: Sep 28, 2016, 02:20:51 PM »
^ Great poem, scouser.

It sounds a bit similar to a situation I'm in  :-\

Hope things feel better for you soon.

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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #61 on: Sep 28, 2016, 03:09:31 PM »
Thank you, sorry to hear that, just can't sleep at night lately with stuff running through my mind, the 'why's', where-fors', etc...
It helps a little to write it down.
Hope your situation improves soon, best wishes!  :)
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #62 on: Sep 29, 2016, 09:14:00 AM »
^ Me too sometimes. It's difficult when someone's behaviour doesnt make any consistent sense and tends to play on your mind trying to work it out.

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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #63 on: Sep 30, 2016, 10:57:56 AM »
Very true, you too. X :)
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #64 on: Jan 25, 2017, 02:54:38 AM »
''Your Fired!''

There is a man we call Trump, he has mad hair and a massive rump,
An orange face, and yellow hair, he ain't that smart to be really fair!
He rants and raves like he's still in the caves, with misogyny and hate, and rhetoric that's fake!
 Spewing out lies, and shouting the odds, he took advantage of those silly sods,
Who voted him in to make them all rich, now they are just his little bitch,

For our Donald has truly played a blinder! You couldn't make it up, so to be kinder,
We'll all sit and watch whilst his family rule, cos deep down inside our' Donalds no fool,
His hand is a quivering into the night, with his finger on that trigger it's a terrible sight!

To think that this guy was just on the T.V. with his orders and tasks for all to see,
'Your fired'', and ''Your fired! ''
With gusto he would bellow,
We now wish we had the chance to fire this fellow!

Alas it's too late, our chance has elapsed, the icon of towers has got there with gasps!

Yes it's the big house in white, with the soldiers outside, Mr. Trump is the man there that now resides!

For four years or maybe eight, we know now it's too late,
to get him out and back where he fits, yes, I know what your thinking....

THIS SUCKS, IT'S THE PITS,
And it sure is the truth he gets on my t$$s!!😕
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #65 on: Jan 26, 2017, 09:42:29 PM »
''Happiness!''

How do we measure happiness, how can we all discover?
Who we meet, who we love and hate, our sister or our brothers.
Why is it so that so many of us do, the bad and sad, to me and to you?
To find love, to dismiss hate, continuing on for a compatible mate.

We walk through life overcoming strife, fighting fear, wiping tears,
Smiling through hiding the pain, pretending all is well, we're not insane,
''Honestly I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'll succeed, just wait and see!''
We say this with conviction, so clear with our diction, never letting it show, what we really know.
The deep sadness and hurt the fear and worry, of time running out for us in a hurry!
Not getting any younger, seeing those lines filling my face, accepting old age is hard to do with any grace!

I have found my happiness still, no matter how old I get, I just haven't managed to contain it, at least not yet!

My children fill my cup, my family do too, friends, neighbours, but theyr'e not you!
Happiness has come, yes this I must acknowledge, it smiles through the trees, and sings in the foliage,
In this beautiful place I wonder all around, trying to drink in the peacefulness Iv'e found.
I see it everywhere now, sometimes I can't believe, where I found the strength to ever leave.
To travel here for you, to wait and make a home, never believing I'd be alone.

Happiness to some of us would be living here, happiness to others is living without fear.
Happiness to me, is all I am, and see, the love received from children, friends and family.
But to be really happy, is to be really free, and my happiness will only ever be completed, when your here with me.

So yes, I know I must address, the facts the possibility, that perhaps that may never be reality for me.
So instead of moaning on, and crying myself to sleep, I shall embrace my new found love, it's here, alone, and deep,
the fields, the streams, the dales and hills,
enabling my strength to reduce my pills.

ALL is not lost, whatever the cost,
hearing my children's laughter, shall sustain me ever after!
Yet still, I wait, I hope, I look, I need,
YOU.
X


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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #66 on: Feb 02, 2017, 04:06:16 AM »
My daughter Kate!

My daughter Kate, I sit here late, wondering why you've so much hate...
Inside your soul for me it seems, all our love, hopes and dreams,
Have all but gone, thev'e dissipated, maybe I should not have waited,
To tell you how, within my heart, I loved you right from the start!

When you were born and eyes met eyes, your beauty and smile made life worthwhile,
Although a father was not to be had, never around for you to call 'dad'!
I tried and tried, with all my heart, to give you love right from the start!

A struggle for you, I know it was true, but God my love would see us through!
Well so I thought, as time went on, you grew so strong, my fears were gone,
But now your there, and I am here, bad times have come, my greatest fear,
You have such hate within your heart, for my mistakes have torn us apart!

Too much time I gave away, to dreams and hopes of love for me,
When instead I should have made you my priority!

So Katie love, if your reading this, my beautiful little Moroccan princess,
Please, oh please find it in your heart,
 to forgive your selfish mum for letting us part,
focussing too much on my goal, trying to make myself feel whole,
You are my daughter, I gave you life, accepting that I would sacrifice,
But always remember my Katie, my child, I will love you forever, and ever, with pride!
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #67 on: Feb 14, 2017, 11:15:21 PM »
Roses are red, violets are blue,
I suppose I'm still in love with you,
Even though your not here, and still haven't rang,
I remember still how my heart sang,
When first love we made upon my bed,
'' I'm keeping you!'', out loud I said!
So roses are red, and violets still blue,
A deep sadness inside, I still feel it too,
I know you do the same, your heart shall remain,
Always and forever for me such a shame! :'(
Not so happy a Valentine eh? X
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #68 on: May 05, 2017, 10:07:37 PM »
''Time moves on...''

Time moves on, yes it is true, for strangers, family, for me and for you.
I'm here are you, sometimes it feels true,
Love still strong, it's seeing us through!

I still can't believe how my life has changed, I sit here sometimes and feel I'm deranged,
Never did I ever, believe it come true, that I would be living in peace with you!
My lover, my life, and very soon my wife,
Your endurance, your strength, have all sacrificed!

We live now in happiness in love and with truth,
Exploring our aging, recalling our youth!
But what the hell, what do we care, let them all stop, talk and stare,
I don't give a damn I won't shed a tear, no more will I feel that immeasurable fear.

We're in love, we're here , you're near, I'm happy, and that's all...my imagination allows me now... :'(
X
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #69 on: May 18, 2017, 11:52:13 PM »
'Strength!''

What do we call strength?
For whom would we walk to any length?
How do we each measure, love for leisure?
A conquest made, an attempt or endeavour?

Strength to try, is harder than success,
for trying and failing can lead to a mess,
Attaining the goal leaves us with pride where as failure is always less easier to hide!

Strength of character, strength in repose, someone's treasure, other's thorn on a rose.
Strength can be viable, sometimes it can work, sometimes it only sends us berserk,
For with strength comes responsibility to always maintain,
the facade of being strong that others may Fein.

They say what doesn't kill ya makes you stronger, I don't believe that any longer,
Cos I'm still alive and I know that I'm weak, or maybe it's just my stubborn streak,
that refuses to give any credit to my strength or self sufficiency,
 for without you near, or here with me, there is no sense or sensibility!

Just weakness, and a failure of my humanity, a failure to feel, to love or ever feel strong,
And the sad thing is...that doesn't feel wrong.
X


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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #70 on: May 22, 2017, 03:04:54 PM »
'Uplifted!'

I'm uplifted today, I feel so much lighter,
no moaning or dwelling  for me anymore, I'm a fighter!

Living here has made me realise that there is so much more than just wishing to look in your eyes,

I can be happy with just my kids, my cats and my dog, there's really no need to go the whole hog,

I can cope, I'm no dope, I can survive through difficult times,
Reflecting on all my past mistakes and now feeling I'm awake,

Has proven to me that all I need to be,
Is happy inside, no need for pride, just getting on with my life be nobody's wife,

Is just how I like it, I'm not looking no more,
 not waiting for you to walk through my door!

There's too much right here I need to explore, too much now for me to live for!

My life has been hard I admit I have suffered,
sadness and pain with hate I have buffered,

The feelings of loss, of regret and temptation,
Only resulted in my redemption,

So strive and fight is what I still do best,
Passing each unobtainable test.

I love you you know that, and always shall do, for me there will never be another 'you'!

I miss you, I want you, I need you too, I still pray each night you feel that way too!

But proof has not come, and your still not here, so lead my life I will without any fear.

Fate is what I believe and always will do, if I am meant to be with you,
So meandering on my hopeful way is what I continue to do,
 if it happens then great, I would love it to come true,

My dream of living alone with you, but I won't hold my breath, or hesitate,
if happiness comes I won't wait,
instead to grab it so tightl
how ever late!

Whoever it is, wherever it be, I still need love to allow me to be,
A good woman, a great friend, forever in love, right to the end,

However deep down inside my heart, still wishing we weren't apart,
I'm hoping and needing for it to be you, to be in my life and continue to do,
love is forever and I knew the moment I had made love to you,
the passion and tormented teasing that started, only increased each day we were parted.

That thrill of your touch and feeling your presence, sent chills down my spine with lustful essence,
So although if we ever shall meet again continuing on as friends is your game,
don't think for one minute that I have forgot, I haven't I won't, I just will not!
If I have you and you get me, it's destined and meant to be,
 A tale of two women who just fell in love, perhaps it really was designed up above!
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Re: Today I wrote a poem
« Reply #71 on: Jun 14, 2017, 07:38:28 PM »
New House!
Hey, there's a new house for scouse, coming soon much more room!
For me and my kids, the dog the cats too,
Plenty to see and so much to do!

A fresh start, again, same old same,
But hey! Who knows, who I'll meet, fall in love again?
So yes, I am moving, further down deep, near more shops, near more sheep! :D
 So much more shops and bars, outside them posh cars,
So really I should be content as long as I can pay my rent,

So am I?

Well I don't know, without you to ask
''Should I go?''

I'm a bit troubled, concerned for this move, I know I'm trying to prove,
I can move on, start again forget the broken promises,
getting over the pain,
Who am I kiddin' it's still the same... :-\

Wherever I go, whoever I'm with, whenever I remember a lover's tiff',
I think of you, of me, of how it it used to be,
Still praying, still saying,
''You know I love you, I know you love me, so why, just WHY, can't it be!?
One day I'll laugh about this!😑