Long story short , my ex broke up with me back during the holidays in December, and I have not looked back. She did it by text message and I just plain old did not respond to it and cut off all contact.
Next thing you know, 2 months later yesterday we see each other at a bar and she basically complains that I did not fight for her enough. She was hurt and angry.
Problem is that she was the one who threw me away by breaking up in the first place.
Although I don't think I'm wrong, I apologise to her and being that I was a bit buzzed, asked her to give us another chance. But she said no. Reason was that she can't trust me , that she was so hurt she drank too much during that time because I thew her away like garbage. I did not protest to her decision
Anyway, she asks that we talk outside and we did but she winded up inviting me to a nightclub where her friends are. She let me hold her hand but refused my kisses. I held her hand all night.
When I was about to go home she told me that it's over but that she wants me to text her. I asked what for? She said that she wants to see something meaningful. I asked her like me taking you out on a date? She said yes, if I have the day off.
I'm very confused by her actions. Is it her ego that is wanting me to contact her because I cut off all contact or does she honestly still have somewhat feelings for me? I asked her multiple times if she has feelings for me and she gave me both answers: yes and no (during different times)