I felt kinda scared my first time. Very nervous as it was with my friend/co-workers wife as he wanted her to explore her sexuality with me as her and I were the same age, she was attractive and looked like she never had kids, as well as the fact I've not had sex.
It was over an hour of talking about life with her that he got annoyed and closed the door on us, so some more talking took place as he was calling us chicken and such on the otherside of the door.
by the time we got into it I struggled with her bra not realising it opened in the front.
when we kissed she kept ramming her tongue in my mouth that it took my 4th visit when I saw her that she improved in the kissing department.
I never had read instructions on what to do so I guessed especially as I was the one doing everything. So a lot of licking swirls along her body to just sucking her breasts while stroking her body with my fingertips.
by the time I started grinding on her before placing my leg between hers while rubbing against her she wanted me to use my fingers.
oh so bad, I got too excited going fast but at the wrong angle it hurt her so yeah embarrassing. It was just one big fumble really it could have gone better, which it did on my later visits to her before she left my friend for a woman and he blamed me. I actually thought my first time would have been a normal one with a girl I was in love with or something and much better, too bad theres no time machine lol.