My ex and I split up and I haven't seen him for nearly fine years.
During this time I have gone back to women. I'm wondering am I actually a lesbian, as I have always thought about women, even when I have been In a relationship with a man.
I am feeling very confused at the mom.ent, cos I miss him.
But think that is just cos I miss her so much. I am starting to think that maybe the reason I could never make it work in male relationships is because subconsciously I always wanted to be in a proper out in the open relationship with a woman, but just didn't have the bottle!
Did I keep drifting back into relationships with men because it was easier, and more socially accepted, plus I wanted children with a man I loved?
Started asking myself a lot of questions lately, all getting a bit deep!